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- MEDITATIONS IN TIME OF CIVIL WAR
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- I
- i{Ancestral Houses}
- SURELY among a rich man s flowering lawns,
- Amid the rustle of his planted hills,
- Life overflows without ambitious pains;
- And rains down life until the basin spills,
- And mounts more dizzy high the more it rains
- As though to choose whatever shape it wills
- And never stoop to a mechanical
- Or servile shape, at others' beck and call.
- Mere dreams, mere dreams! Yet Homer had not Sung
- Had he not found it certain beyond dreams
- That out of life's own self-delight had sprung
- The abounding glittering jet; though now it seems
- As if some marvellous empty sea-shell flung
- Out of the obscure dark of the rich streams,
- And not a fountain, were the symbol which
- Shadows the inherited glory of the rich.
- Some violent bitter man, some powerful man
- Called architect and artist in, that they,
- Bitter and violent men, might rear in stone
- The sweetness that all longed for night and day,
- The gentleness none there had ever known;
- But when the master's buried mice can play.
- And maybe the great-grandson of that house,
- For all its bronze and marble, 's but a mouse.
- O what if gardens where the peacock strays
- With delicate feet upon old terraces,
- Or else all Juno from an urn displays
- Before the indifferent garden deities;
- O what if levelled lawns and gravelled ways
- Where slippered Contemplation finds his ease
- And Childhood a delight for every sense,
- But take our greatness with our violence?
- What if the glory of escutcheoned doors,
- And buildings that a haughtier age designed,
- The pacing to and fro on polished floors
- Amid great chambers and long galleries, lined
- With famous portraits of our ancestors;
- What if those things the greatest of mankind
- Consider most to magnify, or to bless,
- But take our greatness with our bitterness?
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- II
- i{My House}
- An ancient bridge, and a more ancient tower,
- A farmhouse that is sheltered by its wall,
- An acre of stony ground,
- Where the symbolic rose can break in flower,
- Old ragged elms, old thorns innumerable,
- The sound of the rain or sound
- Of every wind that blows;
- The stilted water-hen
- Crossing Stream again
- Scared by the splashing of a dozen cows;
- A winding stair, a chamber arched with stone,
- A grey stone fireplace with an open hearth,
- A candle and written page.
- i{Il Penseroso's} Platonist toiled on
- In some like chamber, shadowing forth
- How the daemonic rage
- Imagined everything.
- Benighted travellers
- From markets and from fairs
- Have seen his midnight candle glimmering.
- Two men have founded here. A man-at-arms
- Gathered a score of horse and spent his days
- In this tumultuous spot,
- Where through long wars and sudden night alarms
- His dwinding score and he seemed castaways
- Forgetting and forgot;
- And I, that after me
- My bodily heirs may find,
- To exalt a lonely mind,
- Befitting emblems of adversity.
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- III
- i{My Table}
- Two heavy trestles, and a board
- Where Sato's gift, a changeless sword,
- By pen and paper lies,
- That it may moralise
- My days out of their aimlessness.
- A bit of an embroidered dress
- Covers its wooden sheath.
- Chaucer had not drawn breath
- When it was forged. In Sato's house,
- Curved like new moon, moon-luminous
- It lay five hundred years.
- Yet if no change appears
- No moon; only an aching heart
- Conceives a changeless work of art.
- Our learned men have urged
- That when and where 'twas forged
- A marvellous accomplishment,
- In painting or in pottery, went
- From father unto son
- And through the centuries ran
- And seemed unchanging like the sword.
- Soul's beauty being most adored,
- Men and their business took
- Me soul's unchanging look;
- For the most rich inheritor,
- Knowing that none could pass Heaven's door,
- That loved inferior art,
- Had such an aching heart
- That he, although a country's talk
- For silken clothes and stately walk.
- Had waking wits; it seemed
- Juno's peacock screamed.
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- IV
- i{My Descendants}
- Having inherited a vigorous mind
- From my old fathers, I must nourish dreams
- And leave a woman and a man behind
- As vigorous of mind, and yet it seems
- Life scarce can cast a fragrance on the wind,
- Scarce spread a glory to the morning beams,
- But the torn petals strew the garden plot;
- And there's but common greenness after that.
- And what if my descendants lose the flower
- Through natural declension of the soul,
- Through too much business with the passing hour,
- Through too much play, or marriage with a fool?
- May this laborious stair and this stark tower
- Become a roofless min that the owl
- May build in the cracked masonry and cry
- Her desolation to the desolate sky.
- The primum Mobile that fashioned us
- Has made the very owls in circles move;
- And I, that count myself most prosperous,
- Seeing that love and friendship are enough,
- For an old neighbour's friendship chose the house
- And decked and altered it for a girl's love,
- And know whatever flourish and decline
- These stones remain their monument and mine.
- V
- i{The Road at My Door}
- An affable Irregular,
- A heavily-built Falstaffian man,
- Comes cracking jokes of civil war
- As though to die by gunshot were
- The finest play under the sun.
- A brown Lieutenant and his men,
- Half dressed in national uniform,
- Stand at my door, and I complain
- Of the foul weather, hail and rain,
- A pear-tree broken by the storm.
- I count those feathered balls of soot
- The moor-hen guides upon the stream.
- To silence the envy in my thought;
- And turn towards my chamber, caught
- In the cold snows of a dream.
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- VI
- i{The Stare's Nest by My Window}
- The bees build in the crevices
- Of loosening masonry, and there
- The mother birds bring grubs and flies.
- My wall is loosening; honey-bees,
- Come build in the empty house of the state.
- We are closed in, and the key is turned
- On our uncertainty; somewhere
- A man is killed, or a house burned,
- Yet no cleat fact to be discerned:
- Come build in he empty house of the stare.
- A barricade of stone or of wood;
- Some fourteen days of civil war;
- Last night they trundled down the road
- That dead young soldier in his blood:
- Come build in the empty house of the stare.
- We had fed the heart on fantasies,
- The heart's grown brutal from the fare;
- More Substance in our enmities
- Than in our love; O honey-bees,
- Come build in the empty house of the stare.
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- VII
- i{I see Phantoms of Hatred and of the Heart's}
- i{Fullness and of the Coming Emptiness}
- I climb to the tower-top and lean upon broken stone,
- A mist that is like blown snow is sweeping over all,
- Valley, river, and elms, under the light of a moon
- That seems unlike itself, that seems unchangeable,
- A glittering sword out of the east. A puff of wind
- And those white glimmering fragments of the mist
- sweep by.
- Frenzies bewilder, reveries perturb the mind;
- Monstrous familiar images swim to the mind's eye.
- "Vengeance upon the murderers,' the cry goes up,
- "Vengeance for Jacques Molay.' In cloud-pale rags, or
- in lace,
- The rage-driven, rage-tormented, and rage-hungry troop,
- Trooper belabouring trooper, biting at arm or at face,
- Plunges towards nothing, arms and fingers spreading
- wide
- For the embrace of nothing; and I, my wits astray
- Because of all that senseless tumult, all but cried
- For vengeance on the murderers of Jacques Molay.
- Their legs long, delicate and slender, aquamarine their
- eyes,
- Magical unicorns bear ladies on their backs.
- The ladies close their musing eyes. No prophecies,
- Remembered out of Babylonian almanacs,
- Have closed the ladies' eyes, their minds are but a pool
- Where even longing drowns under its own excess;
- Nothing but stillness can remain when hearts are full
- Of their own sweetness, bodies of their loveliness.
- The cloud-pale unicorns, the eyes of aquamarine,
- The quivering half-closed eyelids, the rags of cloud or
- of lace,
- Or eyes that rage has brightened, arms it has made lean,
- Give place to an indifferent multitude, give place
- To brazen hawks. Nor self-delighting reverie,
- Nor hate of what's to come, nor pity for what's gone,
- Nothing but grip of claw, and the eye's complacency,
- The innumerable clanging wings that have put out the
- moon.
- I turn away and shut the door, and on the stair
- Wonder how many times I could have proved my
- worth
- In something that all others understand or share;
- But O! ambitious heart, had such a proof drawn forth
- A company of friends, a conscience set at ease,
- It had but made us pine the more. The abstract joy,
- The half-read wisdom of daemonic images,
- Suffice the ageing man as once the growing boy.
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